I wonder if we have really put what we learnt in Chiang Rai to use. Upon reflection, I think that the amount of effort that I have put in so far is worth nothing. I miss Somdet. I miss him by day and by night. The thought of them being in Chiang Rai and I here unable to contact them seems to itch at my heart.

I made up my mind to learn Thai language so that at the end of the year, when I go over, I can hold some conversation with them. But what have I done till now? Nothing, except to fail my exams and dwindle my thumb. Where had the drive gone now?

Recently, I had asked my teammates that if they say that they want to get into Top 8, then where are the actions to show that they really want to get into Top 8? There is no use in saying them and not doing anything to get there. The same goes for me. What have I been doing all these while? If I had managed my time properly, wouldn't I have learned much more by now? Do I really want to get there? Have I really put in my effort?

I miss them. I really do. I want to do my part in helping them. Not just saying all these, I must take actions to show my determination. I have decided that i will assist in all the fundraising events because this is one way which I can show my love for them.

Phii Jing chop Noong Somdet.