I wonder if we have really put what we learnt in Chiang Rai to use. Upon reflection, I think that the amount of effort that I have put in so far is worth nothing. I miss Somdet. I miss him by day and by night. The thought of them being in Chiang Rai and I here unable to contact them seems to itch at my heart.

I made up my mind to learn Thai language so that at the end of the year, when I go over, I can hold some conversation with them. But what have I done till now? Nothing, except to fail my exams and dwindle my thumb. Where had the drive gone now?

Recently, I had asked my teammates that if they say that they want to get into Top 8, then where are the actions to show that they really want to get into Top 8? There is no use in saying them and not doing anything to get there. The same goes for me. What have I been doing all these while? If I had managed my time properly, wouldn't I have learned much more by now? Do I really want to get there? Have I really put in my effort?

I miss them. I really do. I want to do my part in helping them. Not just saying all these, I must take actions to show my determination. I have decided that i will assist in all the fundraising events because this is one way which I can show my love for them.

Phii Jing chop Noong Somdet.

I suddenly have the urge to blog here.

I have been thinking of the kids there. I wonder how they are doing right now. I wonder if they are thinking of us right now. I wonder if anyone of us are thinking of them right now.

I miss the kids. I miss them so very much! The few days there has flown past very quickly. Too quickly. I keep thinking of how they are doing over there. If I were to go to Thailand next year, would everything be the same? Will they still accept us and welcome us warm-heartedly even though they know we'll be leaving again soon?

More importantly, I just want to do something to help them. I miss Somdet so very dearly. If only there were some way to keep in contact somehow.

Okay, Ivan asked me to blog something to keep this sad little blog alive so here goes.

Blog.

lol..I don't know what to write. Hope you guys are adapting well to JC2 this year, hopefully we can go back this year again. I wanna look for Ruud and the two other older guys(damn, I have forgotten their names!), Adunwit, Arisa(hopefully she is more responsive to me) as well as the other kids together with sister. Haha.. I miss the food there, it is delicious!

oiiii pple!
is this blog a one use thing?
wad happened?!

-benji-

Hey all!

We will be on our way to Chiang Rai soon. We will be able to see new landscapes, play with children, talk nonsense and even get out of this HOT country. Smile everyone, come on, lets see the pearly whites! Hopefully, this trip would be an enjoyable one for all as well as a memorable one as well. So for those who have not even visited this webpage, please do. lol. At least the website is getting a little more life now.

Looking forward to see you guys in your yellow shirt. =)


P.S Finally... no more light blue.


Sam

wooooo! we are all going over tmr!
cya guys bright and early tmr! haha :):):)

chiangrai is damn cold now... brrrr...

Hey Benji!

You have found the portable printer right? But do we need to inform Miss Lim? Or is she already settling on the polaroid camera?

One more thing... My computer cannot seem to load the tagboard. Yeah. So I cannot see anything that is on the tagboard. Is it just my com's problem or is the tagboard really not working?

Jamysic

Haha!! Forget to include!! This fri the packing would be held at the dance studio which is the F block on the 4th floor! So please be punctual and dun be late!!! It's at 10 am!! Please bring ur Homework, the yellow booklet, newspaper.. Hmm that should be it.. Haha... Oh and guys after the packing we would be going to beach road to buy some stuff so if feel free to tag along yar!!
haha

Ivan

Hi Guys! Haha as the countdown begins to our date of departure, this is the rough plan of who is in charge of what during cultural interaction night. We have come up with this following programmes:

1. Singing- I/C's are Kathleen, Fifi
2. Skit - I/C's are Emily and Jessica
3. Mass Dance(Finale) - I/C's are Micheal Benji and Martin
4. Guitar - I/C is Ivan
5. Gift Exchange Programme(tentative, proposal pending approval) - I/C's are Sophiana and Clara
6. Emcee: Micheal
7. Santa Claus: To be CONFIRMED

Yup.. This are the lucky few who would be running the show on that night itself so the respective I/C's please form a committee and draw up a proposal on what will you be doing.

Further details to be confirmed later, but as of now this is the rough plan! So I/Cs please do up the rough plan and everything.!!

Thanks!!

P/S: 4 Days and counting....

Ivan